With an Instagram following of over 4.6 million, you’d think money wouldn’t be a problem for Brittany Renner. But the influencer, who was once romantically involved with Mavs star PJ Washington and even has a three-year-old son with him, has shocked the internet with her latest confession.

Well, it was only a few weeks ago that Renner publicly abandoned her old lifestyle and revealed her new avatar of a hijab-wearing woman. And in her latest Instagram post, she spoke about the consequences of the massive change, “I went through a lot of changes inside. And because of that, my outside world completely collapsed.” In the video, she can hardly contain herself and laughs about her situation. She describes the uncertainty in her life, “I have no idea where I will live or how I will care for my son.”

Renner is the baby mama of Washington’s child, but the couple split three years ago, just months after the child was born. Moreover, the Mavs star has moved on in life and even married the mother of his second child, Alisah Chanel, last year. Although she claims to be broke, Brittany expressed her faith in Allah to get her through this difficult time. “Allah has moved mountains for me and I trust that this time will be no different.”

Renner compared herself to Alice in Wonderland after the protagonist became too big for her house after eating the cookie, adding: “The facade is fading, alhamdulillah, and I’m at a point where I don’t want anything that doesn’t have my name on it. Take it away. It served no purpose here.” Seemingly on a journey of self-reflection, the model surprisingly had a positive attitude towards her financial situation. But what about the $200,000 per month that PJ allegedly pays her in child support?

Brittany Renner denied the $200,000 rumor, while PJ Washington scoffed at the idea

When the couple split three years ago, rumors began to swirl that Washington would have to pay the model a whopping $200,000 a month in child support. With career earnings of $34.4 million, he is well-equipped to pay that amount. However, Renner publicly denied receiving the sum from the Mavs star. “Many people think, I get a certain amount of child benefit and I don’t have to work and do all these things. But it’s like I’m taking care of my child.”

Then she also revealed the actual amount she receives from PJ “For some reason that number fluctuates, but I provide for my child. I get $2,500 a month.” Yes, the figure Renner cited was less than 2% of the rumored amount. Washington, meanwhile, also suggested that the figure may be too high when he sent out a cryptic tweet around the same time the rumors surfaced, saying: “Stop with the (capital letter emoji).” Considering that and considering that Renner recently adopted a new lifestyle, there’s a chance she’s telling the truth about her financial situation. What do you think?