Getty Images
Kim Porter, Sean “Diddy” Combs’ ex, speaks out from the grave.
Publisher Chris Todd told DailyMail.com that Kim gave her friends a USB stick containing her writings, which have now become the 60-page book “Kim’s Lost Words.”
The revelations come as Diddy sits behind bars facing federal charges of organized crime, sex trafficking and more. He has pleaded not guilty to all counts.
Kim, who had three children with Combs, died in 2018 at the age of just 47. The cause of death was given as pneumonia. However, in her last diary entry, DailyMail.com writes that she texted friends saying “he got me” before calling 911.
Cassie Ventura spotted for the first time since Diddy’s arrest
Show story
The alleged diary entries are shocking, claiming that Diddy not only participated in threesomes and orgies with both men and women, but also owned a collection of recordings with young male artists. She also described how he sometimes became violent.
Kim said they had an open relationship and “he would throw parties that were nothing more than a fancy name for orgies, and everyone wanted to join in.”
She continues, “Not only did we have threesomes, but we also swapped partners. Our sex life was crazy, but I was able to do things with Sean that I could never have done with a straight man.”
Porter also claimed she slept with Tupac Shakur, saying, “Sean didn’t mind; not until he tried to get Pac to have sex with both of us.” Tupac wasn’t interested, and Kim said things between Sean and Tupac were “contentious” after that. The book even claims she once burst in on Combs and said, “Pac, don’t leave this damn studio alive.”
The entries also reveal alleged violence against Kim. Early in their relationship, he allegedly slapped her violently after she suggested he have sex with a male manager, and another time she accused him of throwing her to the ground with a gun in his hand while telling her, “You’re mine. You have no choice now. I can’t live without you.” She called him a “terrifying monster.”
Could Diddy’s chief of staff, his “Ghislaine Maxwell,” be the prosecution’s star witness?
Show story
Porter found a safe in Sean’s room containing videos of his sexual encounters and even she was shocked.
Porter wrote: “Some of the tapes contained things I never expected. The gay parties are one thing, but the young guys, like (two hip-hop stars formerly managed by Diddy) and (the then 18-year-old pop star)?! I never would have known.”
